Hazel’s World

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To our Queen - the Philippine Matriarch

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I have fallen in love
With the same woman three times;
In a day spanning 19 years
Of tearful joys and joyful tears.

I loved her first when she was young,
enchanting and vibrant, eternally new.
She was brilliant, fragrant,
and cool as the morning dew.

I fell in love with her the second time;
When first she bore her child and mine
always by my side, the source of my strength,
helping to turn the tide.

But there were candles to burn
the world was my concern;
while our home was her domain,
and the people were mine
while the children were hers to maintain;

So it was in those eighteen years and a day,
till I was detained; forced in prison to stay.

Suddenly she’s our sole support;
source of comfort,
our wellspring of Hope,
on her shoulders felt the burden of Life.

I fell in love again,
with the same woman the third time.
Looming from the battle,
her courage will never fade.

Amidst the hardships she has remained,
undaunted and unafraid.
She is calm and composed,
she is God’s lovely maid.

for your courage…

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for your strength

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for your sacrifice

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for your loyalty

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we will be forever grateful

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You have fought the good fight and kept the faith. Rest now ma, and trust that we will uphold what you have left to us. You are the epitome of truth, beauty, and love that Imelda wished she had.

The King… the Legend - He’s free

I was trying to hold out thinking it was just a hoax, that it was a publicity stunt so that Michael could be free from the emotional vampires and leeches that suck him dry as Lisa Marie Presley has said in her Myspace blog.

Then it just started to sink into me…

The Legend is dead.

No matter the bad, the good that he’s done. He will always be the King of Pop.

There is no better way to remember Michael than this video of a Michael Jackson Pepsi commercial in the 90s to commemorate his 25th anniversary.

Go ahead.

Cry

I did :)..

Rest in Peace Michael

(1958 - 2009)

My random interests for now

Had this itch to pose these. (finally)

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I thought i heard it all, went to concerts of who i thought were the greatest of the great pinoy artists - gary, lani, and sarah. so when i heard about a certain charice making waves in the US, i thought, nah… havent they heard that one before? pity…

I was painfully wrong

From her stint with that funny lovable Koreans, her guestings at that Paul O Grady show, to Ellen, the memorable ones are that from Oprah Winfrey in which she appeared twice, the most emotional heart moving performance she made was with Celine Dion at Madison Square Garden.

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waaaahhh!!! buckets of tears i tell you! even my boyfriend cried.

I have been checking her performances in youtube for almost a year now and sometimes find myself going back to take a peek to see whats up with her from time to time.

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I hardly watch any soaps coz I hate all the drama. I only got glued to Kampanerang Kuba. I told myself nothing can even come close to entertaining me like that.

Until this came to being..

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I dont know if its something about a half-Caucasian kid or the Caucasian dad that’s got me glued.

Kudos to the writers. I mean, this is the only soap where you love to hate the heroes and wish that they give the villains a break! For the first time, I wanted the villains to win hahahaha!

Love ko si Gerald pero sa pagkakataong ito, sorry…

Go Jake Go! Team Ingrid Go!

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(at kelangan may picture ni daddy with matching Star Spangled Banner sa tabi.)

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A magazine I really like has come to an end.

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Rare have I seen a magazine thats culturally diverse, not laden with whitening products or sexual positions. A magazine for every kind of woman, be it student, single, married, or divorced. Sadly most Filipinas are not yet ready for this kind of material. It is sad to say goodbye to a magazine with style and substance.

I hate goodbyes so here’s to hope that I see you back out on newstands again pretty soon!

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As you know I loove watching the creepy unknown.

The sexy bad boys with a bad ass car & classic rock tunes are just icings on the cake.

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and yes, i still owe you a blog about my trip from Japan. Coming soon…

I Survived SINULOG!

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Last week, I attended the Sinulog Festival. Aside from being curious, I wanted to march, thank and pray to God and well, ask a few questions along the way. It didnt turn out the way I imagined it. I actually marched TWICE! (accidentally kasi di kami magkatagpu-tagpo ng mga pinsan ko), my legs were aching terribly until last Wednesday!

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Worse was, when we came to the church dami tao… Iinit ang bait mo, if you thought Wednesday at Baclaran was chaotic.. whoa! I didnt think I’d survive on my way out. Kawawa yung mga bata, hindi makahinga, nagiipitan. Akala ko magkakaroon ng stampede.

There were so many people around. Grabe! My cousin Haydee told me, mas madami na ngayon ang umattend. SIguro dahil mas marami na talaga ang naghihirap? Dumagdag pa kaming tatlo :D.

Funny, we just stayed overnight. My cousins previously came pa from Bohol before they went to Cebu. Since nagtitipid pa ang beauty ko, sa Cebu ko na sila mineet. Di din naman ako mag eenjoy masyado sa Bohol kasi di ko naman kasama si Braxton :).

The next day, nung pauwi kami, dun lang nag start ang parada ng Sinulog. (Aba malay kong aabutin namin?) Even when I checked the schedule, may mga little things that will pop out na hindi mo aakalain. Pero grabe.. all I can say is ang gagaling ng participants, bukod sa sobrang career sa choreography, ang costumes! ‘INDAY ANG COSTUMES! Parang may sumabog na rainbow factory with matching foil wrappers at kung anu-anong karo na nanggaling pa kung saan-saan, feeling mo siguro asa Rio de Janeiro ka.

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At syempre, they blocked all the exits, kaya kaming magpipinsan, with all our boxes of daing and otap e umuwing halos duguan. di kami makasingit, nanlilimahid at pagud-na pagud kaming dumating sa airport.

If you want to attend these kinds of festivals, specifically Sinulog, here are a few tips:

1) Plan it 6 months ahead like we did. This way, mura ang lahat ng fares, plus you can score some vacant rooms. A month prior, usually fully booked na. SOme, even Cebu Midtown is fully booked a year before. Ganun ka tindi. For a habitable one-nighter, I suggest Holiday Plaza Hotel. They have a decent room and CR and a good breakfast buffet. Pero kung talagang tipid-tipiran ka, you can scout the inns like Fuente Pension Inn, etc… Pero to scout inns I suggest if you’re in Cebu already for business, walk around when you have the time and scout as early on.

2) Book on a Saturday morning, leave on a Monday 1 PM. Check flight schedules. This way, di kayo magagaya samin na kung san san lumusot para lang makauwi. I just went there for a night. O di ba? Gawin bang Quiapo ang Cebu…

3) Sinulog is a haven for photographers - whether amatuers or pros. So load up on batteries and be there as early as 8 AM! Pero usually, the best performers come out in the afternoon. So its best to bring 2 bottles of water for yourself, a small chair, umbrella, panyo at pamaypay. Slather on some heavy duty sunblock if you plan to stay up to 5 pm. Di ka puedeng umalis. You might miss out on a lot, not just the parades of the stars the likes of KC, Richard and Anne Curtis, but the colorful costumes of the cebuanos that they have made with blood sweat and tears ( who wouldnt with 8 million pesos worth of prices??)

4) Never speak Tagalog to Cebuanos. Bukod sa susupladahan kayo, ibig sabihin lang di nila naiintindihan. The best way is to speak in English. Hindi ka naman magpapakasosyal. Mas gets lang nila talaga ang English kesa Tagalog.

5) When in Osmena, eat at Casa Verde. Its just a few blocks away from Cebu Midtown or Holiday Plaza. My favorite lunch is the shrimp in skewers with java rice mmmmmmmmmm… They also serve continental meals like steak, etc…

6) For Filipino grilled seafood, eat at AA Grill and Barbecue. Nagkalat sila sa Cebu but ask the cabbie where is the nearest from where you stay. Better yet, ask the hotel receptionist para di kayo paikut-ikutin.

7) Souvenirs, nothing beats Island Souvenir Sinulog tshirts. Nagkamali ako ng size. Dapat pala large na yung binili ko. Magpapapayat pa tuloy akech. Sa pagmamadali di na namin naisukat at dami ring nagsusukat

8.) Pasalubong. Bongbong’s ube and butter piayaya are the best. Lalo na pag sawa na kayo sa dried manggoes. For otap naman, you may try the ube variety kung medyo nauumay na kayo sa Shamrock. If you feel like being generous, punta kayo sa market, Meron dung nabibiling danggit na puede mong ipa box. A few strangers would come to you selling wooden carvings of Sto Nino etc.. Dont be deceived. Kasi nakabili din kami ng pinsan ko ng nililok. Pag bukas ko sa bahay nabakbak yung Sto. Nino. Yung pinaka mismong sto.nino is just chalk na naka mount sa kahoy. Kaya pala mura.

Lastly, if you want na magpaka cheap at may makasabay kayong artista, umuwi kayo ng last flight ng sunday if you dont mind ma gulpe ang katawan nyo sa pagod ng kutakutakot na Cebuano at turista na nagsasaya ng mismomg parada.

Highlight of the night pauwi was this….

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pisngi lang ni Anne Curtis hahaha kinabahan kasi ako.

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Marian Rivera is petite pala. but she is pretty no doubt

At of course, my fave pic of all… :)
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Kay Poo lang ako may lakas ng loob mag papicture kasi I have my pride. I dont want to look like a fan. I wanted to look like a friend. O di ba?

For all its worth i see myself going back hopefully with braxton. he would have loved taking colorful pictures of the parade. Mas mura ata dito kesa bora? but i have to investigate further.

see you next time, Bai! Daghang salamat sa inyong tanan! :)

Surfing on the Internet SuperHighway

I am so lucky to have been born in the 21st century where you can get information in a snap without having to buy gazillion books that may overpower my room or having to go to a musty (muldy dusty) old library.

Iam surfing on several websites while I am typing this blog. I would like to share with you the sites I frequent.

Google www.google.com

The easiest index in the entire universe.

Youtube. www.youtube.com

No contest here, obviously, this is where I have watched ‘The Blossoming of Maximo Oliveros” and the elusive 1997 version of “Lolita”, this is where I go to, to watch Japanese gameshows, funny videos of Bitoy and new and upcoming films by trailers such as Xmen Origins Wolverine, T4 among others.

Supernatural. www.supernatural.tv

After Charmed, Friends and SATC, this is the only new favourite tv series I’m interested in watching. This is not the official site though, but every information, forums and loadable photographs of Jensen and Jared are within reach. You can also trade information, and opinions on the very heated and challenging forum webpage as well as check on the upcoming spoilers. They even have the real urban legends surrounding every episode they feature.

Facebook http://mochachocolada.fluff-friends.com

I love playing and feeding my pet :) Please pet mocha too. Thanks! That’s all I do at Facebook, nothing more. I find it tedious to play with their other ‘applications’

The Drudge Report www.drudgereport.com

For an ubiased view of whats happening in America

Intouch.Org www.intouch.org

For spiritual enlightenment, Dr. Charles Stanley gives me inspiration to keep up the good faith and fight the good fight with his audio programs.

Video Jug www.videojug.com

From how to create a smokey eye shadow to the meh Spaghetti Carbonara, this site has videos of ‘how-tos’.

Friendster www.friendster.com/nuttynellie Myspace www.myspace.com/thedarksideofthesun

In keeping up with my friends both locally and abroad. Its fun giving my personalized space a punch by adding designs, pictures, skins, music, etc… Iam a colorful speck in a web full of variety.

Wikipedia www.wikipedia.com

From the Palestinian – Israeli wars, to movie stars and other famous places, events and / or people. It has been said that information from wikipedia is not 100% fact but it’s a preferred site for no fuss info.

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The offensive on Gaza

As the last day of my hiatus from work, I couldnt help but share with you the issues surrounding the Gaza War.

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I have been reading a lot of articles regarding the Arab - Israeli conflict that has spanned for centuries. So far, everything has been a chicken - egg situation. Who started what? who is right? is war necessary? why all this fight?

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Aside from the fact (or to others, fiction) that it has been biblical pre 21st century, the 1900s has offered a ‘factual’ basis on the conflict. I will try very hard not to bore you, I have tried my best to summarize the events to hopefully give light to the ongoing conflict.

* ‘my’ understanding on the war pre 21st century. Israel / Jews were ‘cursed’ due to disobedience to God. From the splitting of kingdoms from the time post Solomon rule as a result of Solomon’s idol worship to the bitterness against their race post crucifixion of the Christ - the most atrocious of which was the Holocaust. Per Quran, Holy Land is mentioned at least seven times, once when Moses proclaims to the Children of Israel “O my people! Enter the holy land which Allah hath assigned unto you, and turn not back ignominiously, for then will ye be overthrown, to your own ruin.” (Surah 5:21) - Here even the Muslims recognize that the Holy Land should be for the Israelites. In short, to the ‘younger’ brother. Note that it was believed that the Palestinians / Arabs are under the line of Abraham’s eldest son Ishmael and the Israelites / Jews are believed to be Isaac’s descendants of which God has favored. As to the ‘turning back ignominiously’, whatever that means, maybe that was what the Arabs are holding on to since the younger and highly favored one is so stubborn and disobedient thus undeserving while the older brother always upheld God’s laws.

* The Brits during WWI defeated Ottoman Turkish forces in 1917 and occupied Palestine and Syria. The land was under British military administration for the remainder of the war - It is beyond Israel so Israel didnt give a care as I believe it didnt have to since it was between Brits and Palestines for a time.

* After World War II, the British government abandoned its mandate in Palestine. UN took over and recommended a ‘partition plan’ resulting in an Arab - Jewish state: A ‘live and let live’ policy.

* After the war in 1948, the mandate ended up being split between Israel, Egypt and Jordan. Israel and Jordan annexed all areas under their administration (occupied Palestinian territories in Israel); Egypt maintained a military occupation of Gaza. In short, Israel agreed and compensated with little land left to them.

* Arabs refused Israel’s sovereignty until 1979 rejecting Israel’s desire to exist.

* Israel subsequently annexed East Jerusalem and the Golan, asserting that the West Bank and Gaza were “disputed territories”. The way I see it, Israel relented by issuing Palestinian occupied land as a ‘disputed territory’

* As a result, Arab residents on the ‘disputed territory’ became refugees. This did not do well with the Arabs.

* 1979, Egypt and Israel signed a ‘peace treaty’ leaving Gaza for peace negotations between Palestinians and Israel.

* In 1988, the Palestinian Liberation Organization declared “the formation of an independent Palestinian state, with Jerusalem as its capital. *this came for the fact that Palestine did not recognize Israel.

* In 1993, the PLO and Israel agreed that Palestines shall establish ’self rule’. In short, Israel would not meddle in the Palestine occupied territories. Jordan and Israel signed a peace treaty afterwards.

* No other Arab state has granted legal recognition of Israel’s sovereignty.

* Several attempts at finalizing the terms for a peace agreement between Israel and the PLO have failed. In 2006 the Palestinians elected Hamas into power, a party that does not recognize Israel as legitimate.

* Israel pointed their side of the story, and the Arabs did as well, after tumultous debates over who’s is whose, Egypt, Israel and Jordan has resovled international borders, the dispute has now shifted to the confilct between Palestinians and Israel.

* Palestinian groups want a sovereign Palestinian state and removing the term. refugees to Palestinians in their ‘occupied territory’.

* International law is complicated by the fact that Israel is a sovereign state and PLO though acts and is recognized as representatives of the Palestinian people is not considered as a sovereign state, therefore has no legal rights whatsoever.

* This angered the Palestinians / Arabs further, thus the birth of the Palestinian Islamic Jihad, Hamas and Hezbollas which is patriotic to their native land but is considered a terrorist by all others.

* Israel, when provoked only asserts their their sovereign right to self defense as justification for assinations for enemy leaders.

* Previously Israel did not build walls between territories, thus, prompting so called ‘refugees’ to mass transfer to Israelite territories thus leaving Israel vulnerable.

* Article 49 of the Fourth Geneva Convention that such massive deportations are prohibited regardless of motive, thus prompted Israel to put up walls as ‘barriers’ not just against Palestinian expansion but also to minimize threats of such.

* Critics against said barriers including the left winged media and the International Court of Justice (ICJ) stated that Israel has no right to do so because it separates Palestinians from their means of livelihood and from interaction with others comparing it to the apartheid regime in South Africa. This has made Palestinians poorer.

* Israel defended itself by stating that the barrier is solely for security reasons and the land disputed is not subject to Geneva Conventions and even if it were, it explicitly allows structures to be built for purposes of self-defense.

StandWithUs, a pro-Israel advocacy organization, defends the security fence by pointing out:

* Israel did not begin building the fence until 2003, when terrorism reached unprecedented levels.
* The fence is similar to barriers that dozens of other democracies have built to keep out terrorists or illegal immigrants, such as the barriers between the United States and Mexico, India and Kashmir, Spain and Morocco, North and South Korea and even the walls within Belfast that separate Protestant and Catholic neighborhoods.
* Since construction of the fence began in 2003, the number of completed terrorist attacks has dropped by more than 90%.

* As of date, Israel did not recognize the jurisdiction of the ICJ on this matter, stating that the ICJ had no standing to hear the case in the first place, so its determinations are rendered void and irrelevant.

* Ceasefire and peacetalks ended December 19 when Hamas fired rockets on the Israel town of Siderot. Benjamin Netanyahu the leader of the right winged ‘Likud Party’ stated ‘Right now we have to go from passive response to active assualt’.

…Thus prompting the war on Gaza

I have been typing and researching for more than three hours. All I have to say is that there is no ‘end’ to this turmoil until crows turned white. I hope this article has helped you in some - if not all of your questions.

~signing off~

From my Family to yours..

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Have a Prosperous 2009!

Overwhelmed

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I have been delaying my posts since Christmas for lack of better things to say. This year -and 2007 has rendered me speechless. A love that keeps getting stronger in each passing day, New friends, robust health, another overseas adventure, gifts (;p) and your thoughts thru text messages this holiday season has made me pause and think of how much I am blessed and deeply loved.

Onward 2009! To renewed hope and strength!

Thank you for another year of memories!

Godspeed

Christ the Lord - The Road to Cana

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Why am I writing this review?

I have never been an Anne Rice fan, though I admit to having read the Witching Hour, and seen Interview with the Vampire like a million times, I find the incest storyline all too icky, but had to admit that her gothic imagination is fascinating.

I havent finished reading Christ the Lord, the Road to Canaa - at Powerbooks, (guilty there. ) I try to imagine a younger version of Robert Powell (Jesus of Nazareth) and it felt like teleporting - I have been trying to finish this book for months, but alas, Iam a bit distracted of other trivial things that I can not seem to fully ’submerge’ myself from this book for lack of a better word. But let me just share to you an excerpt of a review I read from a real Anne Rice fan.

“When she came out with the “Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt” I couldn’t wait to get my hands on it. I was extremely interested in seeing how she tackled this particular topic. The “Christ the Lord” series is fascinating – maybe even could be described as enlightening. Rice’s newest series is a fictitious look at the life Jesus might have led during the time frame omitted from the Bible.

There is not as much detail in the setting descriptions in either “Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt” or “…The Road to Cana.” However, I don’t think there is supposed to be. The detail is in the subtle cultural and religious references, and in Jesus’ reflections of his inner conflict, relationships with his family, and the community in which he lived. The amount of research required for the type of detail Ms. Rice incorporated into these books is phenomenal.

This Anne Rice series gives Jesus a characteristic that encourages people to relate to him in a more realistic sense than as the Son of God. Rice’s depiction of Jesus allows us to see Jesus as ‘just’ a man. She does this masterfully by writing from a first person point of view allowing her readers to sharing his thoughts, his conversations, and his humanity. “The Road to Cana” gives us possible insight into how difficult Jesus’ life must have been due to the conflicts with temptations of the flesh versus the destiny of the Son of God.

“The Road to Cana” begins shortly before Jesus’ baptism in the River Jordan by John the Baptist and concludes with the miracle at Cana, in which Jesus casts out Mary’s demons. For some reason, no one “way back when” thought it necessary to chronicle his whole life. Maybe it was too boring, and there was nothing significant. In my mind, his humanity as a man, and not the Son of God, is extremely significant.

There are so many beautifully human moments in both of Rice’s “Christ the Lord” books. One example is when Jesus is in the groves with Avigail, right after she’d been abducted. Her father had denounced her as his daughter. Avigail is scared and afraid and Jesus is trying desperately to comfort her and help her find peace. We have already realized by this point that Jesus does love Avigail, and yet knows he will never marry.

He narrates:

‘I wanted to kiss her. I wanted just to hold her close to me again in purest love and kiss her forehead. But I didn’t do it.
“You’re really a child of angels,” she said sadly.
“No, my beloved. I am a man. Believe me, I am.”’ (p.121)

This section, without a doubt, broke my heart. It was at this point in my reading, that my heart truly began to ache for this man.

Interestingly, Ms. Rice held to the belief that the angel came to Mary, the wise men came to celebrate his birth, and Jesus was the Son of God. This surprised me a bit. To be honest, I really expected that she would have taken a slightly different approach. I thought it would be a “normal” birth. All through this series she references the Christian story of Jesus’ birth. I think Rice did a wonderful job of pulling me back, not letting me forget that this is a story about the Son of God.

Anne Rice has branched out with the “Christ the Lord” books. As far as fans go, you either love her writing or you hate it. However, I foresee a whole new genre of reader will pick up these books and truly enjoy them. She may have some fans from her previous works that will not like this venture; but if they are loyal fans, they’ll read the “Christ the Lord” books. They may not like the story, but they will fully appreciate her writing. This particular series will not cause a decrease in Anne Rice fans at all.

While I could see Ms. Rice could get much criticism for daring to write a story about something that could be construed as blasphemous, I recommend this story to religious believers and non-believers. The writing is beautiful, the humanity presented is very believable, and the story is a wonderful possibility of what could have been”

~Rachel Laudiero

http://www.oldmustybooks.com/2008/03/17/anne-rice-christ-the-lord-the-road-to-cana/

Having said that, Anne Rice in this ambitious ‘trilogy’ (in my assumption) is trying to create a ‘believable’ and human Christ that most imperfect humans can relate to. It is a sad truth that when someone believes that they are ‘Christian’ either they are perceived to be ’self-righteous’ and ‘judgemental’ specially in this ‘liberal’ new world of ours. There are a handful mind you, but the number of believers are dwindling. This book portrays Christ as human, trying to assimilate to a new world, never forgetting what he has to do but also has to struggle onward whatever path is intended for him - just like each and every one of us.

2008 US Elections

I have created this blog in light of the upcoming US Presidential elections. As an outsider, we are made to observe US politics based on the American media, which, like in the Philippines, could really be one sided. As best as we want, we could not judge correctly who should sit on that glorious throne and why. (obviously, because its not our home)

I have also observed, that, like in the Philippines, US politics can be as dirty as it can get.

So for you guys to get a layman’s term of the difference between Democrats and Republicans, I am showing you this ‘diagram’ for your enjoyment.

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If you ask me who I prefer, lets just say I’m ‘conservative’. Surprise, surprise!

Cheers!